I have loved you so deeply and whole heartedly that I feel like I would do anything for you… I would even turn this world upside down just to make you smile. I have always put you first in everything because I never want to disappoint you …but you never care for my feelings and always take me for granted. You always do wrong to me and then come up with a simple sorry… How can you expect me to forgive you every time when your words cut me so deeply? How can you ask for an apology when you never find yourself guilty? Your words always cut me like a knife and you always take it as a game. I’ve forgiven you so many times and I’ve tried to heal the wounds you gave me… But I’m sorry to say that the scars are still there… and after every sorry, when you hurt me with your words again, they open up as wounds and begin to bleed. I find myself unable to hold myself together… All I feel is a need to run far away from you where your words don’t reach me… But I love you so much that my feet refuse to move forward… But finally, it is over… you have wounded my soul so much that there’s no place left to stab anymore. I am still not over you but I refuse to take the pain you give me any more. I am not done loving you, but I have stopped expecting you to love me and respect my feelings in return. I don’t expect anything from you now… no apologies and no more pleasing words because I know you will only hurt me again